past few weeks I’ve been on desperate hunt for interesting models in my region. I came to a conclusion that I might be little too… hard to please.
oh well, I’m kind of going crazy and I burned my brand new blazer.
fuck shit shit shit fuck fuck FUCK
Shopping for clothes for models for me to wear after haha
Made my day!
I feel so stupid writing and telling this again and again but another shooting got cancelled and it’s so nice outside… I’ve never had this much bad luck with photoshoots and it’s seriously sucking me out.
I need to see the light coming through a model’s hair, I need to think of angles and all that technical stuff and I fucking need to open a photoshop and do my thing!
For anybody doing an art in any form, it’s kind of madness that pulses in your head and you just have to do something. In my case, it’s the sun that starts this weird feeling. My eyes are like shutters and I feel like my head is going to explode because all I see is still image.
I was told I looked like a vampire. So nice.
So fucking tired.
photographer’s problem no. 156646: I have loads and loads of things to do - school and work but I’m still imagining photoshoots I have planned, revising concepts and getting angry that me and models and weather, we’re not able to coordinate, not even for few hours. so frustrating